What's happening to me? What am I doing? Where shall I stand in the end of the race I've started? How I wish everything would just be fine after all.
Days went on rapidly and next week will be our periodical test. It seems I haven't done anything for the betterment of my grades. I think, I just taken things lightly to the point that what I've work for in the start will all turn to dust. If ever God would punish me for my carelessness, I'll accept. But please dear Lord, don't let me be in the moment I'm afraid of.
Regarding on my ICT Class, its just okay. I can follow with the exercises on HTML, I can manage to take up my quizzes so far, and I can post my blog on time too! As I have said before, writing is my favorite pastime, you know. Thats why there's no way to miss my favorite spot, my BLOGSPOT! :) I have learned a lot especially on the tag attributes, html formatting, html codes and the such. I'm pretty sure I could use all the knowledge I gaining specifically when I'll pursue to take up my course -- Bachelor of Science in Information Technology (BSIT).
Based on my evaluation with the things I have done, I think, I made the wrong moves. That's a big problem for me. I'm not that active as before. I mean, I didn't focus on my studies as what I'm doing in the first grading. I don't know. It seems there's something missing in my everyday life. Though my friends see me so serious outside the room, I just cannot help to ba silent inside. And that's what I regret. I am creating too much effort as what others see yet I can't be in the position I wish to have.
I am still trying the hardest I could. I'll still work out to get for what I aim. I'll cope up. I'll do every single way out the maze where I'm cage into. I know, God will always be there by my side.
Moving on, I will make everything right. I will exert more effort. I promise I'll excel. How I wish I can bring back every second of the past so that I can make every crooked straight. How I wish... Just how I wish...
Great post :)
ReplyDeleteYou are really a great journalist! :D
Maybe you can't bring back what had happened but for the next grading, you can do whatever you wannt and whatever you think are the best things you can for, maybe some improvements. But I don't think you need improvements. :D
don't yet conclude that I'm a great journalist. haha. I must still qualify for the National Schools Press Conference before you say that. thank you very much for your comment and for the encouragement. I don't need improvements huh?!
DeleteYou were born to write Claire! Why don't you take Journalism instead? (suggestion only) Anyway, I'll support you no matter what you choose to be. :) I know you will always do the right things in achieving your dreams. :D
ReplyDeleteMight I suggest that since you have already noticed that there's something missing and there were a lot of flaws in your study habits, try to improve and make the most out of every second. You still have two gradings left. :D And just enjoy your life as a high school student. COLLEGE will be the one to test us if we will succeed or not.
Am I really born to write? haha. thank you very much for that magnanimous comment of yours :) my father only wants me to study in UNP that's why I have no choice. there is only Mass Communication major in Journalism there I don't want speaking activities, you know. thank you also for your support.
DeleteI know that you're really doing your best Claire. :) Don't worry God is always there to guide us. He will give you all the things that you deserve. DON'T GIVE UP AND THINK POSITIVE. Your true friends are always ready to support you. :) Good luck!
ReplyDeletethank you very much Trisha :) thanks for being true to me, for every thing. yeah, you're right, we will passed this hardships soon. I WON'T GIVE UP, you know.
DeleteNice one best friend. You we're truly gifted with a wonderful talent =)Keep it up and always have faith. "Keep Moving Forward" =D
ReplyDeletethank you for your comment bestfriend.I really have a wonderful talent, you know. thanks for the support too! :)
ReplyDeletenice friend!!...you're so great,you are so gifted with your talent
ReplyDeletekeep it up...GOODLUCK!!!
oh, thank you friend! i am not sure if i can make it 'til the end but i hope i will. i am overwhelmed with the "GREATNESS" you see in me. again, thank you ;)
DeleteJust be yourself and always remember that God is always there to guide us,,!!but you did a good job as I read your (how I Wish),,,,as I read it I'm inspired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ReplyDeletereally? you're inspired? thank you for that very marvelous compliment. well, i have no talent as much as others have. so i only exert the greatest effort on my writing skills. you're right. i'll just keep being myself. i hope God will not leave me any time i need Him.
Deletewoah! amayZAYN! you applied your skills in feature writing huh? hehe.. nice post! good luck to us! to our studies. ^^
ReplyDeleteyeah! really amayZAYN. what's the use of loving writing and having seminars on feature writing if i won't apply it? haha. thanks for the effort of typing your warm and sincere comment. good luck too! by the way, your profile picture is 1D? ehemmm. its our idol really...
DeleteOh, what an amazing post! Congratulations, BestBhezKo! You know, I'm inexpressibly proud of you. Continue writing, continue expressing the true YOU.
ReplyDeleteI love you. :*
thank you BestBhezKO for being PROUD of someone like me. all i thought nobody appreciates the things i love to do. i dont know how long i could keep this hobby (writing) of mine yet i assure you that i will continue expressing the true me. i love you too! :)
Deletehello..!What a nice reflection..Keep up the good work.:)
ReplyDeletehi there! :) i just hope it was really a nice reflection. thanks for the comment. by the way, did we just met before?
DeleteContinue exerting more effort to your studies. Good luck in taking up your course.
ReplyDeletethank you Edna! :) how are you now? it's been how many months since our last conversation took over. i know, we're now both too busy. yeah, I'll try to exert more effort. good luck too in your studies!
ReplyDeleteYou are so intelligent, talented and gifted or whatever you call it, I'm just so amazed with the way you write and compose something.. You're already the best, but if you want to be better than the best I'll support you. Good luck! I know Zayn is proud of you!!! :D
ReplyDeleteYes indeed, God will always be there by your side. You're the best Claire, I really appreciate all of your articles (not only here in your blogspot). Congratulations! Job well done. Break a leg for the incoming challenges. I know you can achieve anything you want. Love you Clarabelles. :'>
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